counselor tells me not to just sleep everything off so i can actually work out problems > actually just go to sleep and not work out problems > and try not to hurt self
this
is
bringing
back
bad
memories
not sure if i want to sleep
or bleed a bit…
i love my girlfriend.
love
it happened.
why am i crying
why do i hate myself
why cant i find any blades
whatever
why am i sad again
i’ve cried like four times today
i just want to be happy
and not so worried about everything
